JM: How long was your sentencing for? Tawnie: I don't remember, but the point being that they
had made me a
'deal' where if I'd plead guilty there would be no
jail time, which I
refused since I was NOT GUILTY. When I was not
able to follow
pre-trial release conditions because I was made
destitute by the
system and drank in order to cope & was honest
about my failing
and punished for doing exactly what any depressed
alcoholic in
my shoes would have done (the only thing one could
do really).
Why do they expect an "alcoholic/addict" to
suddenly be able to
stay clean/sober without appropriate
treatment/help/support
when that is the whole point of the 'condition' or
disease of
addiction to begin with? It makes no sense, and
sets one up for
failure. I tried of course, but was unable to
maintain sobriety
under extreme duress and no help, or not the right
kind of help.
I got put in jail for being an alcoholic basicly,
and for not lying
about my condition (I learned quickly that you are
supposed to
lie, they don't reward honesty, only deceit). My
sentence was
like a year I think, with all but 10 days
suspended (since I'd
already been in there 10 days).
JM: Did you spend time in a holding cell after your sentencing? If so, what was that like? If you didn't where did they they take you instead? Tawnie: Yes, it was torture, plain and simple. what made
it worse is the
abusive jailer on duty at the time. I needed
medical attention and
did not get it. He taunted me and was
pscyhologically abusive. my
mental health detiorated rapidly over. I was in
there like 8 hours.